Boring.....

Well I haven’t written here in a while and honestly it’s because things have been kind of boring.  Since the season ended, I feel lost and somewhat absent minded (more so than usual).  Surprisingly, I haven’t had the bout with being depressed.  I hate this time of year.  With no basketball, except for March Madness, which I don’t really what anyway, it’s boring.  Don’t get me wrong it’s nice to have the extra time to spend with my family and to do the things I neglected during the season but when something really drives you and then it’s not there anymore, it just feels wrong.

So I just sit here and try and muddle through life awaiting summer recruiting.  Hopefully I’ll have a bit more to do this year than last.  There are a few girls that I have been following on my own during the school season and I plan on continuing with them and hopefully get some more from the head coach.  Hopefully with that, it will be enough to keep that basketball itch scratched until next season.  My fear is that it might only make the itch worse. 

It’s funny, every time my husband and I talk about basketball we seem to always preface it with the phrase “When I become a college head coach…”  Yes that is the dream and goal.  I know it will one day happen.  God specifically says in scripture that He will.  “Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.”  Psalm 37:4.  So yes I do know that it will happen and a cling to that promise, but until then I am extremely happy where I am at.  I am extremely grateful for the opportunity I have been given.  I know that it has been a huge stepping stone to the future.  I just can’t wait until coaching is all I do!