Well I haven’t written here in a while and honestly it’s
because things have been kind of boring.
Since the season ended, I feel lost and somewhat absent minded (more so
than usual). Surprisingly, I haven’t had
the bout with being depressed. I hate this
time of year. With no basketball, except
for March Madness, which I don’t really what anyway, it’s boring. Don’t get me wrong it’s nice to have the
extra time to spend with my family and to do the things I neglected during the
season but when something really drives you and then it’s not there anymore, it
just feels wrong.
So I just sit here and try and muddle through life awaiting
summer recruiting. Hopefully I’ll have a
bit more to do this year than last.
There are a few girls that I have been following on my own during the
school season and I plan on continuing with them and hopefully get some more
from the head coach. Hopefully with
that, it will be enough to keep that basketball itch scratched until next
season. My fear is that it might only
make the itch worse.
It’s funny, every time my husband and I talk about
basketball we seem to always preface it with the phrase “When I become a
college head coach…” Yes that is the
dream and goal. I know it will one day
happen. God specifically says in
scripture that He will. “Take delight in
the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.” Psalm 37:4.
So yes I do know that it will happen and a cling to that promise, but
until then I am extremely happy where I am at. I
am extremely grateful for the opportunity I have been given. I know that it has been a huge stepping stone
to the future. I just can’t wait until
coaching is all I do!
